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Just talked to my friend from the UK today.... I somehow felt uncomfortable to hear the most familiar accent known to me for the 3 years that I have been to University. Has her accent always been that thick?! I felt lost.... my tongue and brain not coordinating properly.... Should I talk using my american or british accent?! Or should I reply back in Filipino since she's half fili anyway.... I guess that's the worse thing about being brought up on different states. Things don't stay as they are.

She knocked some senses to me though.... Telling me that everything's gonna be okay and I'm much stronger than I think I am. She advised me to find a job that I love then work my life back up from there.... then take a week long vacation with friends, my sister or cousins.... I feel the need to go to Italy now with my 3 Sisiw Girls!

The big question is: Am I still gonna be the same Jaja as I used to be?! Unbelievably - I often catch myself thinking: This couldn't be happening to me! (In a bad light)

But I'm strong.... and I'm made to last all these so I'm just gonna wait for that tiny bit of hope from God that would change everything back to the way things are.

Thanks for ringing me up love! I really missed you! Thanks for remembering me to look for my worth and purpose and to just do what I love. Do what I need and Do what I'm supposed to do.

I love my friends. The real ones anyway.

xoxo