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June 15th, 2009

Tiny piece of heaven on earth

Amidst the difficulties in finding ways to relax or destress - I have proven once again, that small things matter. Apart from my wide collection of philosophical books that I tend to not believe anymore as I grow older, There's always this one favorite book of yours who always shines and who always knocks the truth out of you. Which book is it: Bob Ong's ABNKKBSKNPLA! hehe I'm the type who loves to read but never reads the same book twice! I'm the type who gets attracted by philosophical truths and ways of life.... But as I tend to mature and see the worst parts in life, I tend to withdraw from my past truths. EXCEPT for Bob Ong's books. NO matter how many time I read it - it always gives me valuable insights, laughs and inspiration.


Isa lang masasabi ko: Idol kita Bob Ong. Patuloy mo akong ginagawang mabuting tao. Patuloy mong pinapapagana ang utak ko at binibigyan mo ako ng pagasa mabuhay. Salamat sa lahat ng libro mong inaliw ako mula nung High School pa lamang ako.... Isa ka sa mga awtor na talaga nga namang nakakainspire! Sana madami ka pang libring magawa para naman madami pa kaming maaalalang matutunan at balikan. Thank you!

 

1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”

2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”

3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”- Hahaha Sabi naman ni Juan tamad, “Babalik at babalik parin ang elevator, kaya mas maganda na maghintay ka nalang”

6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”

9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”

10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”

11. “Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”

12. “Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.”

13. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”

14. “Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

15. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala.”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

19. “Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..”

ANOTHER SET:

1. “Ang tenga kapag pinagdikit korteng puso… Extension ng puso ang tenga, kaya kapag marunog kang makinig, marunong kang magmahal…”

2. “Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.”

3. “Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.”

4.  ”Nakabalik ako sa lugar, pero hindi ko naibalik ang panahon.”

5. ”Huwag mong maliitin ang kakayahan mong tsumamba”

6. “Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko.”

7. “Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.”

8. “Wala namang masama sa pangingibang-bayan. Walang masama kung gusto mong lisanin ang barkong sa tingin mo’y papalubog na. Basta’t wag mo lang hahagisan ng anumang pabigat ang barko habang pinagsusumikapan itong isalba ng ibang tao.”

9. “Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.”

10. “Merong matigas.. merong malambot.. merong tuwid..merong kulot.. merong buo..merong durog.. at merong mga taong hindi basta basta lumulubog!”

11. “Walang taong manhid. Hindi niya lang talaga maintindihan kung ano ang gusto mong iparating dahil ayaw mo siyang diretsuhin.”

12. “Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sayo kahit pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin yung araw na sakit nalang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.”

13. “Kapag pinag-aagawan ka malamang maganda o gwapo ka. Sumama ka sa mabuti, hindi sa mabait. Sa marunong hindi sa matalino. Sa mahal ka, hindi sa gusto ka.”

14. “Naniniwala ako sa isang prinsipyo sa psychology na nagsasabing para makuha mo ang gusto mo, kailangan nkatatak ito sa isip mo ng buong-buo. VISUALIZED..

15. “Hindi naman lagi iiyak ang mundo para lang sa isang tao.”

16. “Ano namang mapapala mo kakaisip sa nakaraan at sa mga pwede pang mangyari? wala knaman sigurong super powers para maibalik ang nakalipas na. Dapat matuto kang pahalagahan ang mga nangyayari sayo sa kasalukuyan. Isipin mo yung ngayon. I-enjoy mo lang ang buhay. Wag kang emo. Hindi ka talaga magiging masaya kung di mo tutulungan ang sarili mo. Natural lang na makaramdam ng lungkot paminsan-minsan pero ang pagiging miserable? Wag kang hibang choice mo yan.”

17. ”Tatlong uri ng mamamayan: Ang mahihirap, ang mas mahihirap at ang mga makapangyarihang oportunistang maylikha sa dalawa.”

18. “Mahirap magpatupad ng batas, pero madali maghanap ng violations kapag oras na ng sisihan.”

19. “Kung hindi mo alam kung sino ka, paano mo maipagmamalaki ang sarili mo?”

20. “Hindi ba malaking pagkakamali ng maraming eskwelahan na gawing 0 to 10% lang ang ‘character’ sa computation ng grades gayong Character ang humuhulma sa tao, pamilya, bansa, mundo at kasaysayan?”

21. “Nalaman kong maswerte ako dahil pinaglaro at pinag-aral ako ng mga magulang ko nung bata pa ako. Hindi pala lahat ng bata e dumadaan sa kamusmusan.”

22. ”Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.”

23. “Nalaman kong mali ang laging mamigay ng pad paper sa mga kaklaseng linta na hindi bumibili ng paper kahit may pambili.”

24. “Paano ko sila pasasalamatan kung ngayon ko lang naintindihan ang mga itinuro nila?”

24. “Minsan kailangan mong maging malakas, para amining mahina ka.”

25. “Kung ako ay isang walang kwentang manunulat, english ang isusulat ko, para kahit anu anu ang sabihin ko hindi na nila mahahalata.. Kaya nga ako nagsulat sa tagalog para maintindihan ng mambabasa ang lahat ng sinasabi ko.”

26. “Kahit saang anggulo tingnan, mahirap yatang lunuking ang katwirang “eh ano kung mabaho tayo, may mas mabaho pa naman sa atin ah!”

27. “Ano ang talino kung walang disiplina?”

28. “Kulang ba tayo sa pagmamalaki? Ito ba ang dahilan kaya pinalitan ng Philipine Eagle ang maya bilang pambansang ibon? May mali nga ba sa mga simbolo ng ating kasarinlan at idelohiya?”

29. “Kung kabayo gagawa ng libro mahirap maging palaging politically correct para sa mga damo.”

30. “Pare, isa kang totoong tao at walang halong kasinungalingan. In English, FACT you, pare. Totoo ka. In English, FACT you!”

Posted by jaja_angelface at 03:50 PM | Jaja!hear me say

June 14th, 2009

Reason to be Narcissistic

I guess the main reason why I write when I'm sad, depressed and lonely is because nobody really understands how my mind works except for me. Writing all my emotions on a blog might seem to be the most practical way of getting support since it feels like I'm talking to somebody when I'm actually not.

I guess its safe to say that my biggest supporter to date is myself. I grew up getting used to having a lot of support from other people. That was way back when my friends are still back here in the Philippines and I'm still in school and is favored by many.... I guess every waking moment I had since I got back from the UK makes me miss my old life even more. Think Blair Waldorf not getting into Yale. I am so Blair now.

Now, that I'm working on my family business, I needed to learn how to work all by myself and depend only on myself since it seems like there's nobody to depend on anymore.... My parents became my boss and any complaint might disappoint them, my sister became my colleague and me being older, automatically means I assume a bigger position which blocks me from showing her true emotions since I would want her to think that everything is going well. My BF is too ironically idealistic and practical on wrong situations all the time and believes that I'm crazy. God is busy at the moment with the bigger problems of the world. I guess that means that the only person left to talk to and turn to is myself.

Ever since, Myself has never failed me. Myself always accepted me for who I am, always tries to cheer me up when I'm down and understands me the best way possible. Myself always provided me with good reasons on why the world doesnt work my way and why things are not as good as it seems. Myself has been my greatest supporter - being the loneliest in times of failures and happiest in moments of success! I guess I'll never find anyone like Myself.

Im so sorry myself for always degrading you.... for listening to others who never seem to think that you can do it no matter how many achievements you attain. Im sorry for making you look worse when the world gets too much and giving up just like that despite all the past exemplary stuff you showed. I'm sorry for doubting your capabilities inspite all the wonderful things that you have shown. I'm sorry for ever thinking that you need another person to make you happy when you yourself, can make a billion people feel good about themselves. I'm sorry for surrendering you even if you don't want to. I'm sorry for abusing you. I'm sorry for not taking care of you enough.


From now on - I'll support you the same way you support me. I'll be there staying for you, cheering you on and supporting you even if the world walks out on you. I'll be your very best friend.


Thank you for all the wonderful times we shared and for all the future success stories that we'll astound the world with - Salute! I just can't wait!

Posted by jaja_angelface at 03:03 PM | Jaja!hear me say

June 9th, 2009

God Speed

I remember almost a year ago, I was worrying so much about the fast turnover of our staff. I was scared of losing them then... BUT Now, I'm more than happy to let them go. I just think that when a person is not happy with the company anymore, then they should readily resign. Their resignation might even be good for the company as we won't need to deal with their whines and complaints which is quite infectious to their colleagues. Plus I believe that when you're not happy with your job anymore, then you won't be able to perform to your maximum ability plus some of the time that is being paid by the company might even be used to for their job searching and whatever nonsense reason for their paid leaves.

It's amazing how I see this situation now. I guess when I started to do the job myself, I became more confident and saw that even without them - the company would actually run on its own. I might still need to deal with some problems, but who doesn't?! I feel that its worth hiring new employees and training them again personally than paying ungrateful employees who whine all they want even if they're not excelling or performing well based on quotas and productivity. I guess hiring new ones is like starting a new business -  you need to take care of them well, need to train them to your standards and look on what's good for the company and start not to take things personally. The truth is I'm just tired of my staff who abuses my consideration and feel as if they're indispensible. I'm just glad that I can let go of them now with a worry free heart.   

I know that God has reasons for everything. Atleast that's what I believe in and somehow, I feel that this is the right time for me to actually start a new. I feel as if I can run my own department now compared to 2 years ago. It's funny how experience can change you. As much as I know that I have so much to deal with, I feel that I can actually lead my own department now. I feel that in the past 2 months of going out and facing clients, I have a clearer view on what to expect and what kind of people to train. I am still a bit worried about handling complaints but just like when i started doing Sales Calls - I feel as if its an entity that I would need to learn to become a much perfect boss and a much perfect leader of my department. Right now - I can actually say that I'm now fitting for my job.

What are my future plans?! I actually really don't know. Unlike most my friends, I'm indefinite of what my future holds but what I'm sure about is I'll be standing tall and proud and successful. No doubt about it. I would still want to do a lot of stuff and they say that time is my main enemy but I don't think its true. My main enemy is doubt and sadness and loneliness and I surely know that Im much better than that. I'll have to overcome my insecurities and that tiny voice that says I'll fail coz I might but that doesnt mean forever. I know that I'll be one successful person. Success is a word that's long been written in my blood and luck is something that nobody can take away from me. I can cry for weeks now but somewhere in the future, I'll really be happy! I know that I will be.

So a tiny advice on those people who feels as if their job is killing them - please make sure that you're an asset to the company before you throw bad bad words about your job or your company or your boss. Make sure that you're really indispensible before you demand for better things because sooner - they might get tired of all your useless complaints and rebellion and might just give you what you want. In time - you'll see that this is actually the best you ever had and you can never go back.

So think people. THINK. Better make sure that when you say SIGNING OFF.... it's for real and not just a "now" moment otherwise, they might just get tired of you - and..... you'll never know what hit you.

 

 

Posted by jaja_angelface at 10:35 AM | Jaja!hear me say

June 8th, 2009

Hope

This is actually the first time that this happened to me..... not being able to construct my sentences, nor think of anything to start my paragraph with. Eversince gradeschool, I have been blessed with the talent to discuss things in order.... Starting it with words to actually attract attention and ending it with phrases that will make my essay stay. Today is not one of those days.

Good things actually happened today. After 2-3 weeks of Sales Calls, our work finally paid off. Two of our clients called today to say that they are closing their deals with us! One of the clients advised us to wait for the PO and the other one would need to do some quality inspection tests with our machines then we're ready to seal the cap on! Finally - a little bit of light is shining through.... Thank you GOD!  

I also had the time to actually go to my agency and update my profile with them. I did my VTR and asked for tips and advices to get projects soon. I really would want to get this modelling thing started. It has been on hold for about 3 years now and finally - I think I'm ready to hit it on. As the recession is dawning on me at the moment, I would need to exert extra effort to earn my own money. Not only will it do good on my bank account but it would also make my parents think that atleast they did something right on me. Speaking of money, I also got a reply from one of my dream companies to work with. I'm still waiting for the next steps but as of the moment - all is good. I so wanna get in! I'm keeping my fingers crossed! smiley-innocent.gif

Camie's secretary resigned today. It didn't really do much on us.... Probably, I have gotten so used to the fast turn over of employees in our company. Whatever it is, It's a good thing that for the first time - I ddnt feel any grudge towards her. Maybe this is the start of feeling unattached to them. Haaaay.... I wish I'll be able to find good employees soon. Once I start earning my own dough, I'll use it to start and finance my own department. Para my mom won't think of it as a problem anymore...... I'll also help out in starting up with our Timeshare. It's so difficult to find trustworthy people nowadays.... Grabe! I never thought that handling people would be one of the most difficult things to do. Until now - I still admire my mom so much for being able to do this for almost 3 decades! She's really one person who has accomplished so much. Sana someday, I would be like her din! Able to do something with her life, able to finance her own family and considered the pride of her hometown!

I really don't wanna indulge you on my personal life at the moment. Everything is so confusing. I don't wanna put in or say so much stuff that I would regret or things that I would take back tomorrow so better keep my mouth shut.

Sometimes - carrying the world around your shoulders can be so tiring.

I wonder how GOD does it?!

 

Posted by jaja_angelface at 02:41 PM | Jaja!hear me say

June 7th, 2009

Jaja's World

I have found myself not having any zest to write something these days... It must be because of the fact that as much as I enjoyed my prior life, I equally hate it now as much at present. I don't find any inspiration, my life has been going downwards lately and no new happenings are worth mentioning at all. Yes ladies and gentlemen... Along with some people my age whose enjoying much success at present, I have been one of the unlucky ones who are stuck with a loserish life once again. So, as much as I would want to get sunny and hoping, I am compelled to write the life on the other side...


Night 1: My attempt to actually cope up with the changing times


I have read from a blog of a former enemy that those people who can't let go of the past are the ones who get left behind. I for one can't help but agree with this person. People nowadays are fastly changing.... and I guess the constant change with everyone, the sudden shift in the environment and my disability to move with the times are one of the reasons why I'm so lonely. I used to think that you should help yourself.... but sometimes, the situation is just set like that for a reason and whatever reason God has for all these scares me. Do you know the feeling wherein you have this unrightful instinct and as much as you would want to change it, you know that you can't control it?! Well... That's exactly what I feel.... For the past 2 years, I have been doomed to experience the most impossible. What are all these?! Read on!

Case 1: Save the Best for Last

I have been the fairy princess of every fairytale. Always looking forward to a happy ever after. I have known eversince that I'll meet my dashing prince who would sweep me off my feet and together, we'll face all the challenges with a happy heart. I am 25.... and my life has been full of frogs.... Sadly - NO PRINCE HAS FOUND ME!


Well, as much as it was a problem before, I have never been bothered coz I have a friend who has been on the same situation forever. We call each other UFF/Partner/Best Friend. We swore that we'll do things together, find our princes together (WALANG IWANAN! SABAY DAPAT SA LAHAT!) and grow old happy.... That was until her bday last year.... when she kissed a frog and as much as I can't see the reason why she loved him, I have to accept my fate.... I'm the last on our barkada who doesnt have a boyfriend since birth (technically!).

SEGWAY QUESTION: JAJA! FROG BA TALAGA?! BAKA NAMAN INGGIT KA LANG DAHIL IKAW NALANG ANG KAISAISANG SINGLE!

ANSWER: Well... Di naman sha kurimao..... Pero parang sha ung mga ahente ko the only difference is he doesnt have any personality AND he has the nerve not to make an effort to be liked by friends INSIDE MY HOUSE AND ON MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! As much as I want to be all kind and understanding - I can't help but see this as a big question mark! I think it wouldve been okay if my friend didn't humiliate all those former boyfriends of mine right on their faces! Ang akin lang - how can you humiliate people like that when your boyfriend is not any better and is much much worse! I'm so sorry if I sound so whiney but this is my blog and I'll say what I want, more so - what I feel! The nerve to laugh at all my ex boyfriend's faces when her frog is really a frog! Am i insecure of being single? Prolly. But Am I jealous of her boyfriend?! Certainly NOT! If that guy ever did court me - I wouldnt even give a slight chance! AND THIS COMING FROM A GIRL WHO GIVES EVERYBODY CHANCES! It's not about the looks! It's about the personality!

Now, I don't believe in fairytales anymore. My friend made me realize that it's okay to kiss a frog who doesn't turn out to be a prince but the sad part is, I'm still longing for a prince and my heart doesnt want to settle with a frog whom I'll see every morning and have kids with. I'm still stuck with my fairytale dream and Im afraid that if I continue to stick with it, I would never grow up! GOD HAVE MERCY!

Case 2: It couldve been US!


I have always wanted to get married at age 25! It has been part of my life plan and It has been shattered one sad day in March when my ex told me that he'll get married next month! ANO DAW?!

Pretty Girl: Musta?!

Hippie-ng Gubat: Ikakasal na ako! Next MONTH!

Jaja TearyEyed with Shock Face: *Lahat ng pangarap ko'y biglaang natunaw..... Sa Panaginip nalang pala kita maisasayaw....*

Yes. It happened to me. The guy whom I thought I'll share forever with already got married! The worst part: It couldve been me if not because of that wretched girl in Case 1! O sige na... Iblame mo na lahat sknya... Hayaan mo na ako maging masaya! MGA BWISIT SILANG LAHAT!!!!!!! huhu.....

The guy whom I never imagined would get married this early actually did and coincidentally - it went right on with my life plan... Only the girl wasn't me! Enough said.

I have been moving on forever but what am I to do?! I would need to deal with the shock and the fact that he'll never be mine again and I'll waste more precious time in doing so..... Haay.....

Should Woulda Coulda are the last words of a fool....

Case 3: Prince and the Pauper

Recession and my inability to cope with it is embarrassing! I certainly miss shopping for perfumes, make up and clothes. I don't like the feeling of just looking and not being able to get them.  My mom said that if you have less than a thousand bucks in your wallet then your poor! Ayoko ng pagusapan pa ito! I am so sad!

Ang nakakapikon?! Most of the people I know are living their ideal life. One classmate in HS is now the Marketing Manager of a big cosmetic company, has a hunk of a BF, lives in her own condo and is living the life; Another friend is off to a plane for London on Tuesday for her 3-month annual training for a bank and another friend has been right on her passion and has completed her life goal plan. ME?! Still crying over spilled milk.... Still a mustve been and still completely inept to run my business empire!

Pressure in everything. Pressure in the business. My employees unhelpful and blaming has been going on eversince. But enough of that. I have cried a bucketful of tears and it all directed me to the obvious: Maybe I'm not meant to be here. Maybe I'm meant to be somewhere else. So God direct me to the good life. PLEASE!!!!!!

Case 4: A Million Pound Beauty

Along with the shrinking of all my clothes come those terrible remarks: "Hala! Antaba mo na!", "Di kita nakilala... anong nangyari?!", "Masarap siguro talaga ang pagkain niyo sa bahay noh?!", "Yung body type mo pa-endomorph na!"

Some people can be so mean. Yes... I have gained a couple of pounds ever since I came back from the UK. I know I did but some people need not rub it in. I'm still the same person.... Only a bit bigger (in the sides) than usual.... Ano ngayon kung tumaba?! Even if I did, I'm still more than beautiful compared to you all! Okay lang sana magcomment kung ang gaganda at ssexy niyo din! Yun lang ang masasabi ko! Kaya if you guys are no better, then better shut up! I might be a bit fat now but you guys are no better...  plus you are all insensitive and rude! If I have stooped down your level, I might have just blurted out: EH ANO NGAYON?! MAS MAGANDA PA RIN NAMAN AKO SAYO! SEXY KA BA?! PARANG NGANG MAS MATABA KA PA SAKIN EH! NATUTUWA KA BA?! SUS! IM STILL BETTER THAN YOU BITCH!

Yun lang ang masasabi ko. BOW.

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All the pains that I've been through would be over soon. I'll try to write blogs everyday to tell you how I'll turn the boat everyday. Not all entries would be a successful one, heck! most of it might be failures pero If I opted to record all the stuff happening to me since way back in the UK, then I guess I should also record the stuff that is happening (or not happening) to me at present. Totoong nakakatakot ang buhay... pero habang binabasa ko itong entry ko, parang nakakatawa din! Ang buhay talaga parang pelikula noh?! Minsan masaya, minsan swerte, minsan parang binuhusan ng kamalasan pero ang kaibahan?! Ang buhay pwede mo baguhin at pwede gawan ng paraan!

As I go back to the regular recording of my life, I hope I'll be able to write honest opinions and happy and inspiring stories.... I might not mean anything right now.... but just wait, I might mean something to the world someday!

How do I know?! Coz Im born to be a star!

 

 

Posted by jaja_angelface at 03:27 PM | Jaja!hear me say

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